terima kasih Tuhan karena engkau telah beri kesempatan untuk berbicara dengan adikku hari sabtu lalu. I know he has his own problems. Please help him. I love him very much it hurts when I know that he is unhappy.
Terima kasih karena engkau telah memberikan suami yang baik, anak yang baik...terlebih dari itu orang tua yang begitu baik. I missed them already.
Oh ya Tuhan tolong temanku JN dan QQ di belanda yang sedang punya masalah. Untuk QQ semoga dia masih bisa melewati hari-hari dengan ayahnya yang sedang menderita kanker.

there is a readings i received from JN :

Interview with God
The other night,　I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"Come in"said God." so you would like to interview me?
"If you have the time",I said.
God smiled and said:"why time is eternity and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?
"What surprises you the most about mankind? I asked Him.
God answered:
That they get bored of being children,are in a rush to grow up,and then long to be children again.
That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health.
That by thinking anxiously about the future,they forgot the present,such that they live neither for the present nor the future.
That they live as if they will never die,and they die as if they had never lived......
I then asked:Äs a parent,what are some of the life' important lessons that you would want humans,your children,to learn and remember??
God replied with a smile:
To learn that they cannot make anyone love them.What they can do is to let themselves be loved.
To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives,but who they have in their lives.
To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.All will be judged individually on their own merits,not as a group on a comparison basis!
To learn that a rich person is not the one who has the most,but is one who needs the least.
To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds onto the persons we love,and that it takes many years to heal them-if at all.
To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness
To learn that there are persons that love them dearly,but simply do not know how to express or show their feelings;that does not make their love any less precious.